Me, Myself and My Thoughts

You cast me a spell that now I can't put aside. I give you my pounding heart, take it, is in your hands. What do you have that thrills my mind? I am enchanted with a love that is not alive. You cast me a spell and I must search a cure for this madness.
O' madness thy heart! In a forever lost feeling that carries my heart, deep inside my chest. I gave you my heart. I gave you my soul. I gave you pieces of my flesh. Everything for a desperate risk, a chance for you to love me. Love my soul, love my heart, love myself and forever keep me in your arms. Such request you find hard to comply...you are not willing to sacrifice, yet my enchanted love must. Hard to believe this madness has and had to stop. You no longer live in me...you chose a path to avoid me, my scattered pounding heart that I gave you in your hands; you squeezed the spell off of it and drop it hard against the rough floor stomping on it, shattering it in tiny pieces like broken glass taking my hopes away. What is left of me? What is left of this love that is struggling to be alive? Nothing, just emptiness and a hole that can not be patched because you hurt me with a big smile shining in your face. O' madness thy heart! O' madness in my mind! Thoughts keep flooding my head, blurring my vision with tears, with desperate memories floating, shrieking desperately for my attention. The word "No" keeps looping in my head. Everything, even this elusive love, dead and with time is withering like dry branches in the desert. You cast me a spell and I surrender to keep dragging this spell in my broken heart.