A Short Narrative: Two Souls

Once upon a time, in this oblivious world two twin souls met...Mere coincindence, I shall say. Yet one of them,
Het Licht, was too naive and young to respond to Luce the way it needed to.
Luce mad and disappointed claimed for a decision of Het Licht. Fill with guilt and embarrasment, Het Licht runaway with a common soul. Luce full of anger and frustation move on with a common soul.
Missing these two twin souls in the crowd of this world. Both of them engage their love with common souls, facing difficulties, changing their inner selves to please and to feel accepted by the common. Yet they still felt, somehow, the connection of their twin's mate and none of them carried a happy life.
Wondering and wondering, many rounds gave this oblivious world... slowly their brightness were fading like a dying star in the dark and empty universe in the distance and the common souls were mutilating their existence.
Slowly but deadly and tired of the abuse from the common soul, nonetheless, Het Licht never dared to break free. Scared of loneliness and rejection, Het Licht hold everything for some thing called love. Life got in the way and Het Licht savor treason for the very first time. Het Licht got lost in darness, dying slowly, piece by piece alone. What it feared more happened to Het Licht.
Mere coincidence happened again...
Luce appeared, saving Het Licht from the darkness. A strong battle, Luce fought to bring Het Licht back to life.
The end of this story, we will never know...yet one thing seems fair and current, the two twin souls will not commit the same mistake again.

My New Favorite Band: Paramore

Here We Go Again

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back,
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant
I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. No I'm not. Well, I'm not.
And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all time to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.
I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not, no I'm not.
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not, no I'm not).
I'll write you to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not (no, I'm not)Well, I'm not (no, I'm not)
I'm not, I'm not.
And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back

Never Let This Go

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
Let this go, let this go
But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
And I'll never let this go
I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

Rewarding Times...

English Students' Association

We are so beautiful!

Reading my poems

Poet in You

Me so Funny!!!

Verb GrammarWorkshop

Bake Sale!

Poem: What is Left of Me

What is left of me?
When I spend my days thinking of you,
thinking that you might love the new me
that I have become...
Pity, self-pity, outrageous pity
it fills my head
with unwanted thoughts and sadness
shivers up my spine...
What is left of me?
When I gave you my all
and you just neglected me,
abandon me and push me outside our world...
A world that I always thought that was mine,
now I'm forsaken... Now, you have no use for me...
Now, you don't think of me,
Now, you don't speak to me,
Now, you don't love me...
The real me, the one that always loved you
and believed in every facade that you said.
You think I'm weaker for all of this?
You think I'm desperate to have you again on my side?
You think I will always hold a grudge in my heart?
I set myself free...
even with what is left of me, of my heart, of my dreams...
Lonesome and happier
safe and scared
I will face life
with what is left of me.

Chapter Ended

I have tried harder to reach out to you. Well, I realized that we no longer are connected because you keep telling me so. I wonder who tells you that. I want to make clear that I gave you lots of opportunities yet you never used them wisely.
I suppose, that you are not able to grow up, to see things beyond.
"I'm not the one guilty."
I want to make you understood that, I tried my hardest to reach out to you. You were never able to love me the way I deserve to be love. I no longer exist inside of you, not even in a small part of your tiny brain. You said that we no longer coexist in the same world, then Congratulations! I'm no longer try to be part of it. I will no longer have a glimpse of what was of it. A world that we build together and I'm secluded in it. I break free. i command to love myself more and stop humiliating myself. Ce la Vie'?
What a simple way to end with my heart. This chapter ended, no longer existed from a while back and a long time ago. Not a year ago but before...I was so stern to make things work. I was so stern because from my side there was/ is love.
My love chapter ended. If there was any, of course.

Stress Management Technique

"If you've had a rough day, here's a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological texts. It really works. Just take a few seconds and focus on each step."

1. Picture yourself near a stream.
2. Birds are softly chirping in the cool mountain air.
3. No one but you knows your secret place.
4. You are in total seclusion from the hectic place called "The World."
5. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity.
6. The water is crystal clear.
7. You can easily make out the face of the person you're holding underwater.
8. See, you're smiling already.

Thank you Angie & Oscar for this stress relievement!

Benji's Journey

Today, my beautiful baby decided to go on a journey. A journey away from home. I woke up this morning as usual to go to work. He wasn't around so I figured that maybe he went to the school yard in front of my house. The thing is that I left my house ignoring the situation.
I thought: "He will come back."
Going in the highway I noticed that between the lanes of each road there where six dogs traveling. Curious, as always, I looked at all the dogs when I realized my beautiful baby was one of them. Rapidly, I stopped the car. I got off of my car and Benji realized that it was me. He flee on my sight. I felt confused when he did that. I went after him crossing the highway road like a nutty lady. Scared for his sake and troubled by his awkward decision (of runnung away from me) I followed him, running after him on the middle of the highway.
Gosh, now that I am thinking about it. I was really scared. Million of thoughts went through my head and all of them were Benji's sake. Cars were passing by really fast, hey it's a highway! Then suddenly, Benji decided to cross again the highway road. I scream at him not to and I scream of fear. I thought that a car will squash him and splat him like a fly. He kept running away from me. I called my father but he was sleeping, my stepmother was the one who picked up the phone. She found me on the line screaming and crying desperately. She hurriedly went to the crime scene to help me catch my doggie. After walking like a mile and half after Benji, apparently he saw my stepmother's car and he decided to run at the opposite direction (which means my direction). Suddenly, a man out of nowhere parks his car near me asking me if I needed a ride.
I politely said no that I was looking out for my dog.
He kept insisting that he will help me, that he will take me to my dog.
I told him politely again "No, I'm looking out for my dog."
He kept insisting and he told me that he was a policeman, that he lives near, that there's nothing to worry about and some other shit that I decided to ignore because my dog was running on my way.
I was so desperate to catch him. You guys can't imagine that pain that my chest had at that moment. Then, I tried to stopped him by intercepting him like a futball player but he was so fast that he passed me by. I got frustrated and I seated on the paviment crying. My dog looked back. Looking at me on the floor and crying, he decided to go back to me. He was shaking. I believe that he knew he screwed up big time with his mommy. Right now, he is chained. He cried at first because he is a free spirit and he does not like to be chained. I just can't let him do whatever he wants and get hurt. It's for his own sake. I love him so much. I'm sad and mad at him at the same time but he has to be punished. Ditto, my sweet baby.

Quote for Thoughts...

"Ultimately, man should not ask what the meaning of his life is, but rather must recognize that it is he who is asked. In a word, each man is questioned by life; and he can only answer to life by answering for his own life; to life he can only respond by being responsible."

- Man's Search for Meaning

“ Respect cannot be learned, purchased or acquired. It can only be earned.”

-Anonymous

“The highest reward for a person’s toil is not what he gets for it, but what he becomes by it.”

-John Rustin