Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Poem: Hate You Always...

Dear Bitch,

I want to let you know how much I wish for your death.
Each day, I think of new ways to make your death looks more appealing and painful.
I know, for fact, that you are suffering my "departure" but it is my pleasure to be as far as I can from you. I want you dead so badly, I want to pull a trigger on your head if I had a gun. You are so going to suffer, worst than I did. I want to kick your guts out, slash your head against the wall, hold your neck and twisted it in my hands. Well, that's just a preview of the things I can do to you. I no longer cry for you...dry tears. I have the feeling you no longer cry for me, you go around with him, you go to the movies, you go to the beach, to shopping...I am wondering if you two go to the toilet together? You are so filthy, dirty, obnoxious, so guilty in charge for your atrocities.


Hate you always....

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Poem: The One Hated...

I am the one hated...
those words resilient in your chest
bursting in your thoughts...
Hatred grows silver-obvious,dislike yet comprehensible-
Hate from within arises from your skin
marking my soul...marking my thoughts....
Victim or not,
I am secluded with no hopes
dancing on my pores-over and over-
I am the one hated
-thanks for your incomprehension-

Sexual Horoscope...I am Sagittarius!

Aries women: Wildly sensual, passionate and adventurous. You'll have sex anywhere, anytime, you know what you want and need- intense and frequent sex, you have a need for control, but you also have to feel love. As a mate, you are ardent, loyal, sentimental, and earthly. Likes the tickle of a man's facial fuzz.
Best sex mate: Aries, Taurus and Leo.

Aries men: Sleeping with him is like playing croquet with live bombs-you never know what is going to happen! Never expect him to wait for you to be ready - he will rip your clothes off if he is ready to go. Don't tease him or you better be ready to deliver. Fond of slave master games and he likes it rough. Aries men are also explorers, so be ready to go where no woman has gone before.

Taurus women: You expect your man to be kind and patient and make love to you by the book. Like to be pleased by sex, but don't look for unusual approaches. But you are a demanding lover and you leave your partner breathless. You have a need for oral gratification, both giving and receiving. Best sex mates: Cancer, Sagittarius, Scorpio, and Leo. most likely kink: sucking on your toes, one by one. You also like biting.

Taurus men: He is the ideal lover - sensitive and understanding of his partner's feelings. He prefers it slow and easy, he won't be your guide to the exotic unknown, but what he does, he does beautifully. This is the guy to go to for long and luxurious oral sex. Stamina? This man could wear down a glacier! His erogenous zone: gently and slowly kiss and bite the back of his neck.

Gemini women: Often the aggressor, you are never embarrassed by your behavior because you never adhere to any standards except your own main requirement: a lover who knows how to take his time. You are a one woman harem, but a partner should be aware that in a relationship, the gemini woman is looking for a combination of the spiritual and the physical, the romantic and the practical. You want to talk to the guy after you tumble with him! Best sex mates are Leo, Scorpio, Aquarians, Libra, and Aries.
Favorite gadget: the vibrator.

Gemini men: He likes it with the lights on in front of the mirror. He can work any partner into the mood because he knows exactly how to evoke the right responses. Oral sex isn't his favorite pastime, but he will take his time with other preliminaries. Tends to be fast and furious, more concerned with satisfying himself than his partner, but he is more adequate in areas of lovemaking that are often neglected by other men. He can tell a woman exactly what she wants to hear. His erogenous zone: move your lips and tongue lightly up his arm.

Cancer women: Will never make the first move, but you can be a marvelous lover for you are capable of intense sensuality. You will reciprocate passion with a fervor that will stir his heart and stimulate him to his best performance. On your own time, you have a fondness for masturbation. Your favorite position: lying prone while your man enters you from behind.
Best sex mates: Taurus, Leo, Virgo, Scorpio, and Pisces. You may become a slave to sexual pleasure!

Cancer men: His most surprising technique: intercourse with no hands. He has a need for constant encouragement and if gotten, he will be a delightful swain. Both patient and aggressive, he will often begin somewhere other than the bed, likes being in command, and is a master at manual clitoral manipulation! You'll like the trip as it is as much traveling to a place as it is arriving. :)

Leo women: Sleek, lascivious, enticing and lazy! Whatever Leo wants, Leo gets! Intensely responsive and there are bed partners who have scars to prove it. Your need to show off leads you to prefer the top where he can look up and admire the beauty of your body.
Best sexmates: Aires, Libra, Scorpio, Sagitarius. Your sexual wardrobe: full of wispy cut-out bras and panties!

Leo men: Simply brushes aside rules and conventions. One important rule to remember about him: NEVER tease. His endurance is remarkable and he has a great appetite for making love. He likes women in the submissive position and oral sex is okay only when he is on the receiving end. He likes a woman to show how much she is enjoying it. His erogenous zone: his back is particularly vulnerable.

Virgo women: You have no illusions about sex and wish everyone would stop magnifying its importance. Prefer men who will wait for the relationship to develop to the point where sex is inevitable. You love mutual masturbation and enjoy a little punishment, and your grace and modesty is a great turn on. You become an artist at pleasing your lover. Favorite kink: can't truly enjoy it unless a third party is present.
Best sex mates: Gemini, Cancer and Aquarians.

Virgo men: Too shy to make an overture, but when the moment arrives, you had better be prepared for him to bring his pajamas, shaving equipment and toothbrush. He likes to talk about how you like it and having talked about it, he will key in on the right erotic response. Don't expect imagination, but he is a hard worker and is open to suggestion.
His secret life: can be obsessed with pornography. Erogenous zone: his buttocks.

Libra women: Drama is the key word - you set the stage for sex. Intensely feminine and an instinctive exhibitionist. You feel your body was made to be seen and admired. Feel that seduction is an art, not an assault. When approached the right way, you find it easy to say yes to almost anything. Unusual control of vaginal muscles.
Best sex mates: Aries, Gemini, Leo, Scorpio, Sagitarius, and Aquarius. Like any position where your Buttocks are exposed.

Libra men: Looks for the whole experience, not just a tumble between the sheets. Has a definite kinky side, a voyeur and fond of the menage a trois. He has the patience needed to satisfy. He likes women who dress well and have long hair. If a woman's clothes look as though they are easily removed, he finds her hard to ignore.
Erogenous zone: back and buttocks, especially the feel of erect nipples against either of them!

Scorpio women: Inquisitive, searching and experimental. Knows that eroticism consists of more than the physical act of lovemaking. While looking like a perfectly lady in public, you dress and behave like a whore in the bedroom. Control of the orgasm is very important and will try anything to help your man maintain his potency. You never take no for an answer and when interested in someone, you will pursue Him with determination and guile.
Best sex mates: Gemini, Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces.
Props you love: scented Body oils, flavored lubricating gels and vibrators.

Scorpio men: A lustful, sexy animal. Enjoys biting and sucking and is a master of oral sex. Inflicting pain turns him on so he may pinch at nipples or the insides of thighs. Likes it in the water, but his kink is that he prefers wood tables and hard floors to satin and silk.
His erogenous zone is his genetalia.

Sagitarius women: You like the outdoors - freaking out if you are tent, camper or on the beach. You enjoy sex, but you don't like to prolong the preliminaries and want to start the main show as soon possible. Like to tease your partner to the point of losing control. You don't mind if your man comes too quickly - you are a generous and accepting lover.
Best sex mates: Leo, Libra and Aquarius.
Your sexual wardrobe will consist of accessories - gloves and shoes!

Sagitarius men: Sex is rarely an intense experience with him - he often comes too quickly, but he'll be the first to try a new position. He is the master of erotic massage - both oral and manual. His tongue can be a wicked instrument and when combined with his lips, creates an explosive affect! Erogenous zones: hips and thighs. And he likes to look at a woman's calves and thighs and likes to have sex with a woman in stockings.

Capricorn women: Don't need much foreplay - you go from zero to WOW in nothing flat! Not interested in in exotic variation, only in staying power. Since you like to dominate, you like to be astride your man, set a rhythm and please yourself. Once into the rhythm, lovemaking becomes a wild contest with orgasm as the prize and you can depend on getting there more than once. Also a scratcher and a screamer.
Best sex mates: Taurus, Scorpio and Pisces.

Capricorn men: Sex evokes the best he can offer. He is a planner and a schemer. Prefers a woman who knows what he enjoys and he expects her to be willing and ready whenever he wants her. Has the stamina of a marathon runner. Here is the man who will hold off until you are ready to scream!
Erogenous zone: a massage the starts at the lower back and gently strokes upward along the sides of his spine.

Aquarius women: slow started, you idealize love and encompass it with tenderness. Once aroused though, anything goes! Extremely imaginative and like trying new things. There is nothing in any sex manual that you won't try. Belief that anything that increases the pleasure for your partner is worthwhile.
Best sex mates: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagitarius and Aquarius.
Favorite sex position: standing up, and in water.

Aquarius men: Never treats a woman like a sex object and prefers a variety of foreplay before getting down to it. May have be to revved up, but once his engine is started, he is free and inventive with amazing persistence. He will always see you through to climax. A woman who knows what she wants will be very happy. He usually ensures an orgasm twice - once orally and once genitally.
Erogenous zones: gently touching the calves and ankles will get him going. Be careful though - a kinky Aquarian can be a sadist who doesn't like to be denied!

Pisces women: Always make the right moves, say the right things and create the right ambiance. You are sexually liberated and enjoy a wide range of eroticism. If his fantasies coincide with yours, the action can really get torrid!. You seldom say no to anything your lover suggests!
Favorite place: in a waterbed or hot tub.
Best sexmates: Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn, Pisces.

Pisces men: Takes the lead in lovemaking and impatient if he doesn't get a swift response. Indifferent to sexual restrictions, both moral and legal, prefers a partner with a tremendous sexual craving. Likes sex in a chair. He likes to be submissive. Becomes an addict to anything that will give pleasure and release.

Repost as Sexual Horoscopes and your sign!
(Thanks Kavitha!)

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Beautiful Moments!


Beautiful Luna Elizabeth & Me


Me, BiBi & Mariela

Mariela and Me

Poem: Humble, I Digress

Humble, I digress...
Honesty can be a calamity
for the despair
undue circumstances of men's nature.
Feeding, breeding empty vessels
surrounded by fears and challenges.
Falling on their knees
for their misconceptions entitled
with soar and hardship.
Swimming against the currents,
no option to freedom
but to remain silent-a coward-
And you are saying that you are humble....
I shall say: I digress...
this objectivity in which my thoughts succumb by daily basis
It's men nature...a cowardly despair.

Monday, January 22, 2007

Poem: Days of Decay

Growing in a thin beast,
largely enough to suck us all.
Technology is a great achievement!
We cannot abide it,
we enhance technology
as morality.
Children turning into men
befriended by technology
with their drain brains. Often- getting sick-
by the turmoils of what's left of nature....
May I say, pollution, pollution!
The children are walking over it, breathing it, feeding it.
Aggravation is what's coming
to fulfill our egos'.
Days with sickness and more technology to breed it.
Days of mentally exhaustion,
Days that humanity is not same...
with no values to contend...
-Decay-

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Poem: A Jealousy Attempt

Look in the mirror
the hatred and anger
towards yourself.
A disgrace of humans
this jealousy burns
the image of feelings.
Look, again, in the mirror
can you see me in white
or in black? Eager and
delusional, craving for more
for an attention dismissed.
A twisted heart
that always wants more.
At the end, there is only a vague feeling
always craving for happiness but can only
be fulfill with emptyness.
Jealousy...you try to preach me,
caress me with your cold fingers...
You can only intertwine my thoughts
but not my entire being.
Shshshshshsh....jealousy always tries to corrupt the vision of man.
Seeking for the benefit to become number one.
To be entirely in the eye of the beholder,
to be caught in my attention.
I can never recall
a single memory of this forbidden attempt.
I am not jealous but righteous.
No excuse, no offense...
but what a single thought of domination and manipulation
can ever do is destroy what is beautifully build by man-build of dreams-
Look in the mirror, once again,
what you see is what made you
time trascends in us-making nature to change-
a being of beauty or displaced by the cons of man.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

What a Babe!


This is my new friend...my gorgeous police-model....lol... love you lots!

He does looks funny in this picture, right?

Poem: A Missing Part of Me

Waking up day by day,
without hearing your voice
it breaks me...
It is true that you are miss.
Each day, I wonder in sarcasm
if you truly miss me...
If you truly are my friend.
A missing part of me,
that I cannot control that you are gone...
...for how long...

Monday, January 15, 2007

Poem: Few

Only few deserve to be under my wings,
deserve to be protected till the final countdown.
Not everybody deserve to be called friend,
not everybody stood up for me in time of need.
Only few expressed their feelings from their hearts.
Only few have never depart from my side
against all odds, against myself, against time and distance.
These few I will protect.
(Dedicated to: Gene, Dawnie, Jackie, Mariela, Nelo, Oka-San, Oto-San, Alex)

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Poem: Unaccomplished Romance

Forever, I shall be lost in this dream...
you seeking for me in a crowd of murmurs,
when you find me, you will surround me in your arms.
Like rose thorns embracing me
Iwill be hurt, seeing you leave without words.
I'm in an unbreakable bubble thinking of you.
Seeing the day that you will be mine, my own, my precious.
A love that will deserve to be called love, since I am nothing
in this paradoxical world. Nuisance, perhaps.
You will see in me love, you will dive in the deeps of my heart.
I'm waiting for you...I'm waiting for love.
Day by day, my solitude corrupts me.
Breaking me and seizing the hopes of a new love to come.
Like needles in my chest, like ice water bathing me...
Day after day, I shall be lost in this dream...
Forever, I shall be alone in this reckless world
with no trust and thruth to behold.


Emptyness is what I see in everyone's eyes
since there is no light to fill of my path.
Without this being, to be my companion, my thruth...
no distant world carries a soul to be call my lover.
No one exists...I am lost without a divine romance to be proud, to fight, to carry
all that holds and makes a substance called love. An unspoken world hiding in my vowels.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Omi Chan the Indian Goddess


(Thanks Taku for helping me out with the pic :P)
This picture was made in Photoshop ver. 7
Cool huh?

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Poem: Vanilla Lips

(Dedicated to Jaime)

Sweet flirty vanilla lips
kiss me soflty
endure this bliss,
like Eden's paradise
gently pose your vanilla lips,
like butterflies in my mist.
Kiss, O, kiss me!
Cease this fire with your vanilla lips.
Indulge me with your kiss,
let me flavor your vanilla lips.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Song: Push by Madonna

You push me
To go the extra mile
You push me
When it's difficult to smile
You push me
A better version of myself
You push me
Only you and no one else
You push me
To see the other point of view
You push me
When there's nothing else to do
You push me
When I think I know it all
You push me
When I stumble and I fall
Keep on pushing like nobody
[Chorus]
Every race I win
Every mood I'm in
Everthing I do
I owe it all to you
Every move I make
Every step I take
Everything I do
It's all because you push me
You push me
When I don't appreciate
You push me
Not to lie and not to hate
You push me
When I want it all to end
You push me
When I really need a friend
You push me
All I wanna do is cry
You push me
When it's hard for me to try
You push me
When I do it for myself
You push me
Only you and no one else
Keep on pushing like nobody
[Chorus]
You push me
Keep on pushing like nobody
[Chorus]
To go the extra mile
When it's difficult to smile
A better version of myself
Only you and only you and only you
To see the other point of view
When there's nothing else to do
When I think I know it all
Only you and only you and only you

Friday, January 05, 2007

Song: Las de la Intuicion by Shakira

No me preguntes más por mi
si ya sabes cual es la respuesta,
desde el momento en que te vi
sé a lo que voy
yo me propongo ser de ti
una victima casi perfecta
yo me propongo ser de tí
un volcan o el amor talvez
es un Mal común
Y asi como ves,
estoy viva aun será cuestion de suerte y...
Creo que empiezo a entender
(despacio, despacio comienzo a entender)
Nos deseabamos desde antes de nacer
(te siento, te siento, te siento estremecer)
tengo el presentimiento de que empieza la acción
(adentro, adentro te vas quedando)
y las mujeres somos las de la intuición.
Asi, estoy dispuesta a todo
Yo te propongo un desliz
un error convertido en acierto
yo me propongo ser de ti
un volcan o el amor talvez
es un mal Común
y asi como ves estoy viva aun...
Será cuestion de suerte y...
Creo que empiezo a entender
(despacio, despacio comienzo a entender)
Nos deseabamos desde antes de nacer
(te siento, te siento, te siento estremecer)
tengo el presentimiento de que empieza la acción
(adentro, adentro,te vas quedando)
y las mujeres somos las de la intuición.
Asi, estoy dispuesta a todo
Creo que empiezo a entender
(despacio, despacio comienzo a entender)
Nos deseabamos desde antes de nacer
(te siento, te siento, te siento estremecer)
tengo el presentimiento de que empieza la acción
(adentro, adentro, te vas quedando)
y las mujeres somos las de la intuición.
...Las de la intuición...

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Poem: Dying Star

Don't fear my sweetest star.
I am with you till death do us apart.
Keep gleaming strongly in the dark
you are my guide, my truth, my sweetest star.
Don't you dare leave me in this world!
O' my fairest star
up above in the dark sky
I know how you feel... I can feel it in my heart
the loneliness of the ages
aches in me inside...moving my blood, moving my thoughts
for us shall be bond in skin and soul forever
till the universe collapse.

Poem: Falling for an Evil

My humble heart
keeps giving you chances to return
keeps giving you time so you can be able to succumb.
My wings grows higher
and I keep getting deeper in the solitude of the sky.
What do I have to do for you to love me?
What do I have to do for you to open your eyes?
I'm so high in the sky
that my fears to fall from it grows stronger.
My heart is pure, so does my wings, but
if you are not to return-love-
I shall explore new skies and follow new stars
but always with the hope
that you-one day- shall return.
My humble heart keeps beating for your love
eventhough you are evil
eventhough you poison each day
my fluttering heart.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New Year 2007!

My lil' bro and me


Here is my family and me in the New Year Party at my house!