Life.

It have been a while since I post anything in this blog. Life, has treated me with many obstacles and opportunities. I had whine, laughed, cried, depressed, ran, moved and breathed. Many things going on, many writers block, many ideas and many deceptions. But this is why life is about, right? I can't complain about motherhood--it's the best thing that happened to me--my beautiful son Mikhael. Being a mother it's a renew stage in my life. I hope to every person that is out there to not miss out this great life-changing opportunity.
I wake up every single day seeing my son smile, alive, healthy and it's the highlight of my day.
Between motherhood and chores, at last I graduated from my bachelor's degree. Now, I'm an agent of change without a job. Yeah, another one to comply with the percentages of being unemployed.
This is frustration, after so many years of giving my best, filling myself with ideals and dreams--outside of the box there is nothing. Nothing after this and believe me it's a great shock! I been doing "inside searching": what do we really need in life? why do we comply with the rules of society? We study, we educate ourselves beyond our efforts getting loans, living the college life, meeting new people, trashing old acquaintances--for what?  All that process to get where I am right now? Jobless, aching for change or a shot outside my house.
These are false expectations that university sell to us. After all getting a bachelor's degree is like having a high school diploma and if you decide on giving the extra mile by getting master's degree or even a doctorate on the run degree--it's fooling ourselves because you are too highly qualified for the job. Jobless, I tell you.

So what to expect afterwards? There is no great party after we graduate, we just be another civilian in this automated society. My advice keep exploring the possibilities and let it come to you--THAT'S what I'm doing. So far, I keep being mother on duty and that's the job that I must excel in my life.