Poem: Y tu aqui, pensando...

...y aqui estoy ilesa entre las llamas de pasion

que nos llevan a un viaje infinito sin estrellas...

Yo puedo quererte

-si tu asi lo deseas-

como puedo pretender

que no somos nada

-mas que panas-

a pesar de una noche de pasion

y razguños en la espalda

y todo esta calibrado en este universo

tu alla y yo aqui

talentos sin morir

emociones naciendo pero

lentamente muriendo de agonias

mientras pienso en tus besos

y en nuestras dulces sonrisas

y en como me derrito en tus brazos

Poem: Para ti...

Tengo miedo
a que me rechazes
a caer en una locura de amor
sin propositos ni fines
Tengo miedo
a aislarte de mi camino
a que cada paso que doy hacia ti
tu corras como un torbellino
Tengo miedo
a iniciar fantasias contigo
y que lo nuestro haya sido
un viento fugaz
...y enamorarme de ti...
de tener miedo a que te lastime,
y miedo a que me lastimes
-las rosas sangran por mi pensamiento-
de solo tenerte una noche
y olvidarte a finales de diciembre
Besame, oh, besame
con esta agonia moribunda
con estas ganas de quitarte la ropa
y de que me ames desnuda
a solas, tu yo
y nuestras almas
que el miedo que nos edifica
caiga en el abismo
-y que sigan sangrando las rosas-
sin propositos ni fines
que mi curiosidad me mata
y el miedo me derive.

Poem: Truth Unveiled

For how long I've been in this fog...
blurrying my sight even from my nose
...the ladies kicked the bucket...
here I am again-all alone-
with no truth or lies to hold
with no reason to be in darkness
but light is gone...fading with the sun in the west
of dellusional thoughts of true friendship
but what is it? what does it mean?
the definition is blank in the dictionary
blank or erased from my definitions...
always that I give a step ahead
people do hurt me-maybe expecting some hurt in return-
I might look hypocrital, manipulator
a tough bitch you want to runaway from
and hate me-please do so!-
after all is what I deserve
to live in this obnoxious world
that does not respect difference
and mocks ideals for the better.
what else can i say?
...the ladies kicked the bucket...
as I strive to be away from this reality
from this fog called friendship
and what is worth now?
with the truth unveiled and the disappointment in my heart.

Poem: Let Me...

Let me be fond of you...
while giving you my kisses
Let me caress over and over again
your silky skin-even if it tickles-
Let me see more
than just your naked body beside mine
what are we? --you asked.
...two stars
attracted by each other...
you decide--i answered.
let me be near you
let me try-if you want- to give you
what others are scared of...
how unreachable can we be?
if we are afraid...
if we don't see nothing
but at least we feel

Poem: Reaching the Unreachable & Untouchable

How can I be so coward?
Looking at you always from afar
-here you are next to me-
what an unbelievable sight
fear is no more in my vowels
for I am not running away
from arms and kisses...
the unreachable
with silver armor is here!
the untouchable
is softer than my skin
What happened to me? Have I fallen from the right tree?
Naked, you found me...
with jokes and teases
and flirt that were no longer wishes
-i have touch a man-
but where in the world was he?
carving my skin
with your caresses
and soft laughter
bright coffee eyes
that killed me since day one
i cannot believe it
this might be a farce...a devils trick
to his own daughter!
i want to belong in here
i reached, i'm here...
the unreachable and the untouchable
a child that was waiting for me...
o' silly me!

Sushi Boat Adventure

Yes, here we are at a beautiful restaurant called Sushi Boat at Fajardo. Here are: Mary, Joseph, Matthew, Maybel, Mariela and me! We had tons of fun because there were the majority first sushi timers. Enjoy! Domo arigato!

Shakespeare Festival

Our Shakespeare Festival was held yesterday at UPR-H Theater. It was a recital of sonnets from Shakespeare and poems from Garcia Lorca about the homo-erotism. Pretty cool poems!

Poem: Morbid Reality

I just realized
this world is not meant for me
I just realized
that the one's that call themselve true
are mere mad hypocrits
in front of reality.
I just realized
that there is more than half of the time
that I need to navigate this world...
crossing boundaries with no names
I just realized
that there are facts
and one of them is that friends do not stay
they leave like autumn leaves
and I'm here tracing their shadows
dwelling for a lost that at the end turns in victory...
I just realized
that life will keep me growing
far away from the hypocrits
far away from the madness of this world
...this and many more...
I just realized
the morbid reality
that day by day follows me.

Poem: Nevertheless...

Right now...confusion arises from deep within
a gap of life does exist
when there is fear...
nevertheless... there is rage,
an anger that feeds from this confusion
an anger that wants to kill the pity creature
that revolves in the sea of corruption...
bleed...bleed and solve and bring relieve
bleed, so forgiveness can exist
nevertheless...
this plee will end with my dried thoughts
with my sick fear
but with an alive rage that will suffocate you more

Me, Me! & More of Meee!!!

buajajaaja!

gee!!

me serious

Poem: Meant

Either way
if you are meant to be here
you would be here...
in this farse
where the friendship begins
i am all alone
in this ridicule world
were faces smile
but in their backs they are sad
but in their backs they are mad
but in their backs they talk...
even if you are meant to be here
which probably not,
nothing is meant with purpose
nothing is meant-reality is forsaken-
either way...
i keep burning like a star
in the middle of this darkness

Danger! Miss Victim is on the Way...

Here I am
justifying your acts
with remorse in my guts
by protecting a self-pity creature
that with reckless thoughts and acts
dooms everything that touchs.
I have caught you with truths
I have caught you with lies
yet there is always a way...
always a right thing to do
with your rare steps
dragging your feet, you approach to me
-look up to me-
as if I were a statue of liberty
or better yet copying my ideals,
robbing the end of my sentences
Life is not a sunny beach, and no you do not die
for more wishes that I have
for you to disappear from my path...
I found myself, teaching and loving you
even with the victimizer aura that you have.
In the eyes of the new ones
a best friend you are!
In the eyes of the old ones
a bitch they wish to die
In my eyes,
a silly kid that takes pity of herself
and is not aware of the danger she does to herself
and to others.
Silly me...I am so direct and crude...
got no nerves of steel though...
I am so easy to get on my nerves...
with your keen voice that wants to surpass
everyone's attention as for my own
It's like a bell that tolls for me to go home
-away from you-
but as far as a runaway from you
as far as I go...
Miss Victim is on the way
making everything possible to be on my path.