Song: Im so Sick by Flyleaf

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
This invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so, I'm so sick I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so (I'm so)I'm so sick (I'm so sick)
I'm so (I'm so)I'm so sick (I'm so sick)

OH MY GOD!

Song: My Last Breath by Evanscence

hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black

Song: Going Under by Evanescence

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom

i'm dying again
i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore

i'm dying again
i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under

Poem: Inevitably

For the long journey,
for the forsaken love that lives in me.
Inevitably...
my thoughts are in your sake
my thoughts are infinite
For the long journey,
for the brief moment that we spend together.
Inevitably...
my love belongs to you
my love cannot be put aside
For the long journey,
for the forsaken love that lives in me.

In Good and Bad Times: Friends

Giovanni, pretty cute with red stockings!

Dawnie Rules! Here she as Inga.

Jacquelyn and Me.

Thank you guys...I will love you forever. The unconditional friendship that you gave me is priceless and I will always treasure and cherish it. I met the most wonderful people on Earth and beyond. Luv ya......Peace.

English Students Association

This is the English Students' Association of the University of Puerto Rico at Humacao. This association is really unite. We are close friends, we protect each other and love each other. I am the President of this association for the 2006-2007 academic year. My promise to this association is that I'm going to protect its goals. I'm going to protect their friendship. It's a tough job but I know I can do it. Thank you guys for always being there when I need support, to laugh, to not be alone. My love for you guys is forever.

This is Me Out of a Hard Day of Work

OH MY GOD! My bee-yu-ti-FUL small body hurts. I need a full body massage. My legs, oh God, I don't feel my legs. Please, somebody carry me. I can't barely move. I hate doing cakes and donuts. Daskete! I am really comfortable here, nobody dares to move me or wake me up.

Monster!

Check this out!

The cat is going to defend Puerto Rico from the claws of those feracious prehistoric beasts! There is Godzilla and some mutant creepy monster. Your bets, gentlemen. Guess who will win.

Be Afraid!

Yea! If looks could kill right now at this precise moment you would be dead! Can you see his feracious look? Be afraid, very afraid!

Me, Myself and My Thoughts

You cast me a spell that now I can't put aside. I give you my pounding heart, take it, is in your hands. What do you have that thrills my mind? I am enchanted with a love that is not alive. You cast me a spell and I must search a cure for this madness.
O' madness thy heart! In a forever lost feeling that carries my heart, deep inside my chest. I gave you my heart. I gave you my soul. I gave you pieces of my flesh. Everything for a desperate risk, a chance for you to love me. Love my soul, love my heart, love myself and forever keep me in your arms. Such request you find hard to comply...you are not willing to sacrifice, yet my enchanted love must. Hard to believe this madness has and had to stop. You no longer live in me...you chose a path to avoid me, my scattered pounding heart that I gave you in your hands; you squeezed the spell off of it and drop it hard against the rough floor stomping on it, shattering it in tiny pieces like broken glass taking my hopes away. What is left of me? What is left of this love that is struggling to be alive? Nothing, just emptiness and a hole that can not be patched because you hurt me with a big smile shining in your face. O' madness thy heart! O' madness in my mind! Thoughts keep flooding my head, blurring my vision with tears, with desperate memories floating, shrieking desperately for my attention. The word "No" keeps looping in my head. Everything, even this elusive love, dead and with time is withering like dry branches in the desert. You cast me a spell and I surrender to keep dragging this spell in my broken heart.

Mars...Does Allien exist?

Have you ever thought if alliens does exist? Can you imagine in the whole universe we left alone? Helloooooo! Wake up! Of course, allien does exist.

Joke: What Part of your Body Goes to Heaven First?

The nun teaching Sunday school was speaking to her class one morning and she asked the question, "When you die and go to Heaven...which part of your body goes first?" Suzy raised her hand and said, "I think it's your hands.
" "Why do you think it's your hands, Suzy?"
Suzy replied, "Because when you pray, you hold your hands together in front of you and God just takes your hands first.
"What a wonderful answer!" the nun said.
Little Johnny raised his hand and said, "Sister, I think it's your
legs. "The nun looked at him with the strangest look on her face. "Now,Little Johnny, why do you think it would be your legs"?
Little Johnny said,"Well, I walked into Mommy and Daddy's bedroom the other night. Mommy had her legs straight up in the air and she was saying, "Oh God, I'm coming!"
If Dad hadn't pinned ! her down, we'd have lost her."
The nun fainted.

Thanks Merlene! It is really funny that means that all the girls legs' are going to heaven first. LoL.

The Man of my Dreams: Tom Welling

This gorgeous, beautiful, outrageous, marvelous, cute guy is the one of my dreams. If he only knew I existed, the world will be different from both of us. What a hot guy he is!
Tom Welling appears in Smallville, The Fog, and Cheaper by the Dozen.

Omi-Chan's Smile

A smile is a smile, why then is so hard to smile? I've been really sad, I've been feeling really lonely, tired and confused. This beautiful smile that you see here is not difficult to make it. But reality, stress and bad emotional states had put it aside. Will you work around it to see this smile again? It's not difficult, trust me. Then, post comments in my blog that will make me smile!

Poem: Eye of the Beholder

Beauty but beauty is
in the eye of the beholder,
surround me by nature,
surround in your arms...once again
the mold of my body in yours
forever, lost...
Beauty but beauty is
in the eye of the beholder,
by night I glow in the sky,
by day I fly in the infinite possibilities...once again
the mold of my body in yours
forever, lost...
Beauty but beauty is
in the eye of the beholder,
the richness of feelings succumbing in my chest,
feelings like a tide in the ocean mist...once again
the mold of my body in yours
forever, lost...
Am I a beauty in the eye of the beholder?

Super Benji

This is my beautiful dog Benji. I discovered his super powers when he was 4 1/2 months. Well, actually another little person did but, anyways, Benji can do many things like: watch over you, follow you, give you his paw to greet you or just to spank your butt, he runs faster, he loves water, he loves dirt, he can jump on two legs, he gives french kisses without you expecting it, he is an alpha dog. Whatever you do, don't avoid Benji he will always gets in your way just for you to touch him. If you dare ignore him, well, Benji will give you a bear hug. This is my beautiful baby, now he is almost two years. The funny thing is that when I was little, I used to watch Punky Bruster and she had a golden retriever call Brandon. I always told my mom that I wanted a dog like Brandon. Twelve years later, she bought for my birthday. The funny thing is that I named it Benji. I love my dog.

Did I Joined the Dark Side?

This picture was taken on a comic convention at Puerto Rico. My best friend, Gene, invited me and it was awesome! I had lots of fun. There were many characters like Chobits, Final Fantasy, and the Crazy 88 from Kill Bill. Sougoi! Have I joined the dark side? Mmmm...seems pretty tempting. Lord Sith offers me a great place in the universe like Queen of the Whole Universe! Mmmm...Everything will be done in my way which is pretty cool...Mmmm...Life will be less painstaking! I could get rid of anyone who annoys me and that completely convince me. Well guys, I'm sorry but I guess you all should bow down to me now! JAJAJAJAJA!

Poem by e.e. cummings

I carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

I carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

This poem means a lot for me. This poem expresses the mix of feelings that I have always carried or carry in my heart to the ones that are my friends and to the ones that once were. For me, this poem is so revealing that every time that I read it, I start to cry. It's powerful. Where I met this poem? In a movie where Cameron Diaz acts as a trouble sister that is always making the life of her elder sister miserable. Many things happens between their relationship that they teared apart, hating each other. Later on, they kind of make paces slowly to gain the trust and Cameron Diaz dedicate this poem to her sister in her wedding. When I heard it, I started to cry because I couldn't believe there was such a powerful and strong poem that could describe so perfectly all the emotions that are settled in my heart. I looked for this poem on the net, I printed, and I have it in my favorite poems journal. Life have mysterious ways to show us that feelings are the ones that makes us humans. This poem showed me a path...a path that I've been hesitating to take and endure. What will reveal this path? I don't know, that's the secret of life. May be, that's why the stars are apart. Enjoy it.

Marmalade Boy

The anime series "Marmalade Boy" is one of my favorites. This series is a really complex one. The two main characters Yuu (the boy) and Miki (the girl) live together because their parents swap partners. Interesting? At first they met they liked each other even though Yuu doesn't show it. Yuu is the first one that steal Mikis' kiss. Anyway, I love this series because someone really special to me to gave it to me. I have watched it so many times that I don't have a concrete number. I always feel that the romance that Miki and Yuu have, more or less, was the same romance that I had. Miki is really jealous and childish, playful and pure, this girl have a strong heart. I ,many times, feel like her. :p What about Yuu? He's the kind of boy that always keeps secrets to himself and doesn't express his feelings openly. Yuu is strong hearted too. He's always being pursued by girls! I encourage you to watch this amazing story, fill of ups and downs and most of all love!

Joke: Birds and Bees

A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her family when her daughter walks in.

“Mother, where do babies come from?”

The mother thinks for a few seconds and says, “Well dear, Mommy and Daddy fall in love and get married. One night they go into their bedroom, they kiss and hug and have sex.”
The daughter looks puzzled so the mother continues,
“That means the daddy puts his penis in the mommy’s vagina. That’s how you get a baby, honey.”
The child seems to comprehend.“Oh, I see, but the other night when I came into your room you had daddy’s penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that?”

“Jewelry, my dear. Jewelry.”

Joke: Revenge is Sweet

There once was an old couple who had been married for thirty years.Every morning the old boy would wake up and give off an enormous fart, much to his long suffering wife's annoyance.
"You'll fart your guts out one of these days," she always complained.
After a particularly bad week the wife decided to have her revenge and got up early, placing some turkey giblets in the bed next to the old boy's arse.
While making breakfast downstairs she heard his usual morning fart reverberate through the floorboards followed by a scream.
Twenty minutes later a rather shaken man came downstairs.
"You was right all along Missus," the old man says, "I finally did fart my guts out, but by the grace of God, and these two fingers, I managed to push 'em back in!"

Joke: A Really Bad Day

There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half of an hour.Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down. The poor man starts crying. The truck driver says, "Come on man, I was just joking. Here, I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man cry.""No, it's not that. This day is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outrageous, fires me. When I leave the building, to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police said that they can do nothing. I get a cab to return home, and when I leave it, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. The cab driver just drives away.""I go home, and when I get there, I find my wife in bed with the gardener. I leave home, and come to this bar. And just when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, you show up and drink my poison."

PEPITO IN SCHOOL

It was the first day of school for the kindergarten class; as the teacher walked in the classroom, she noticed something waswritten on the chalkboard: "T T T 1 A"

She looked at the children and said, "Who wrote this?" Johnny raises his hand and says, "I did, teacher."
"Well, what does that mean, Johnny?" asked the teacher.
Johnny answers, "It means, 'To The Teacher 1 Apple'," and with that, he gave the teacher an apple.
"Very good," says the teacher, "Thank you."The next morning, the teacher walks in the classroom, and notices, once again, something written on the board. This time, the chalkboard reads: "T T T 1 O"
She asked the children, "Who wrote this?"
Then Mary answers, "I did, teacher."
The teacher says, "Well, Mary, what does that mean?"
Mary says, "It means, 'To The Teacher 1 Orange'," and she gives the teacher an orange.
"Very nice, Mary, thank you", said the teacher.The next morning, she walks in the classroom, and she noticed on the chalkboard "F U C K 1 T"
Disappointed, the teacher exclaimed, "WHO WROTE THIS!!"
Then Pepito raises his hand and says, "I did, teacher."
Angrily, the teacher asks, "Well, what does this mean, Pepito?"
"It means, 'From Us Cuban Kids, 1 Tamal.

Friends 4 Ever!

What is friendship? Who you call friend?

A real friend is always by your side, supports you and advices you even if you are wrong. A friend doesn't judge you, a friend doesn't expect from you to do wrong at the contrary to give your best. I have learn through many hard experiences that I only have a real friend. Don't get me wrong I have many friends. But this one is special, this friend been carrying my ups and downs.

He always looks out for me, he always gives his best to cheer me up, he is always there even if he doesn't have time or he is busy as hell. I can always count on him. Have you ever met a friend like that?

I think I won the lottery with my friend. He's kind and patient with me. I laugh of all of his jokes even if they're silly. I thank God everyday for giving me such a special friend, for sending me this angel. Thanks Eugene! I carry you in my heart.

Thanks for your support and for never deserted me in good and bad times. You can always count on me.

Arigato Gene-Sempai!

This is his blog, go and check it out. My friend have the craziest but reasonable ideas. :P

http://sailorecchi.blogspot.com

Poem: What a wreck is love

Love is not love
just an infatuation
a mere oblivious scattered sentiment
that deposits itself in you brain
and then in your chest
making us act foolishly
in the name of love.

Love is not love
what a wreck is love
that gives you ups and downs
and tear your heart in half
this oblivious scattered sentiment
that makes us fall and rise again
everything for love
what a wreck is this sentiment

Interview with Jean Grey a.k.a Phoenix

Omi-Chan: Hi! Welcome and thank you for joining me.
Phoenix: Thanks to you. Yes, well I wanted the interview anyways.
Omi-Chan: Oh, right. (Confused) Well, let’s start with the interview. How old are you?
Phoenix: I’m a young woman, I believe I can’t age.
Omi-Chan: Well, your first appearance in the Marvel comics was in 1963. You look stunning. Are you on diet?
Phoenix: (laugh surprised) No, I’m not on diet. I believe is due to my super powers.
Omi-Chan: That’s so great, having super powers. I heard that you have a variety of super powers. How many do you have?
Phoenix: Yes, I have telepathy and telekinesis. I can fly even in space. I can even sense and change things at a molecular level. It’s fun, yeah, ah! And I forgot to tell I can change into Phoenix.
Omi-Chan: In your last movie, you couldn’t control Phoenix. By the way, I loved the movie and your acting was sensational.
Phoenix: Thank you. In the movie “X-Men: The Last Stand” I can’t control the Phoenix that is due, of course, of the acting role I was playing, but in real life it’s a bit complicated. The Phoenix and I are the same person, you see, we have the kind of relationship of host and parasite to put it simple…um…it’s beyond that… I don’t know how to explain it but we are the same, yes.
Omi-Chan: Okay. Why did you kill Cyclops?
Phoenix: WHAT? I kill Cyclops? Ummm…. Gosh. First of all, Cyclops is a mama’s boy, ok; you don’t see he’s true nature. He is so arrogant, you know like I’m the “macho man”. He always thought he was the leader and, hey, I’m the first apprentice of Charles. I think he deserved to be killed in the movie. He’s such a loser. I didn’t like his performance. He can do better.
Omi-Chan: That explains a lot; in the three movies it appears that you have a love triangle. Cyclops, Wolverine and you is that true?
Phoenix: (start to laugh nervously)…I’m not going to deny that I like a little of both worlds. Wolverine is so wild and I like men that takes risk but on the other hand, Cyclops, is so reserve and he is tender, you know how mama’s boy are! They both are cute but somehow I feel to stay single even though I would like to have an engagement and stuff but I am aware of my role. I must comply with my responsibilities.
Omi-Chan: You are a role model! Are you going to be reborn in the next movie? I can’t believe that Wolverine killed you. In that scene I cried.
Phoenix: Really? Oh, you are marvelous! I believe yes, since I am the Phoenix. I can reborn anytime I want.
Omi-Chan: Any special thoughts that you would like to share with your fans?
Phoenix: Yes, we women can live without men. I believe we can send men to the moon! Society should be ruled by women! Isolate men and make them realize that we are the center of the universe!
Omi-Chan: Thank you very much Phoenix. I enjoyed our interview.
Phoenix: Thanks to you.

Poem: Dead End

I stared amazed
in this glamourous direction,
fill of promises
fill of astonishments.
I stare lavishly
in my selfishness,
I want it all!
Direction of struggle
but what a beautiful sight.
O, I want you for me.
Persuade me once again
with your promises
that soon enough will be in vain.
Persuade me once again
with your astonishments of
how rare and deep life itself can be.
O, I want you for me.
In my allusions and struggle,
I offend myself.
Aiming to something impossible,
aiming to a dead end.

This poem I wrote it in December 31, 2005.

Sympton Deficit Disorder

Outrageous! Funny isn't? Have you ever tought that the world of medicine somehow is always looking beyond good health. The purpose of medicine is for you to feel in good health but medicine is promoted in a way that when you read the instructions label you already feel the symptoms that are described in the label, isn't funny?
The way the mind plays trick on you and in your body?

Headache Already!

When I saw this picture I started to laugh out loud! Then, I figured that in this world still exist innocence. The innocence we tend to mock and demoralized with our dark minds. Isn't curious?

Are you aware of your sleeping style?

Merlene sent me this curious topic. Let's see my sleeping style is the first three. Jajaja. The old couple sleeping style, the new and hot couple sleeping style, and the future planning and promise couple style. By the way, I'm single! I will be staying single for a long while. The fourth position is the oldman and young women sleeping style, the fifth position is the trust each other sleeping style, the sixth position is after a fight sleeping style, the seventh position is woman depend on man sleeping style which I think should be renamed to woman comforting man sleeping style, the eight postion is too tired and normal sleeping style, the ninth position relationship getting bad to worst sleeping style, and the tenth position is man wanted to leave woman sleeping style which I find stupid because if he wants to leave her he just not be there in the picture. Pay attention to your sleeping style with your partner. It can help you out in your relationship, I guess. Thanks Mer for sending me good stuff! I don't feel I'm going to experienced this sleeping styles but you know is always good to know what is the meaning behind it.

Noah's Ark

>> Subject: Noah's Ark>>>> A good friend sent me this.>>>>>>

In the year 2006, the Lord came unto Noah, who was now living in the United States, and said, "Once again, the earth has become wicked and over-populated, and I see the end of all flesh before me. Build another Ark and save 2 of every living thing along with a few good humans." He gave Noah the blueprints, saying, "You have 6 months to build the Ark before I will start the unending rain for 40 days and 40 nights." Six months later, the Lord looked down and saw Noah weeping in his yard but no Ark. "Noah!" He roared, "I'm about to start the rain! Where is the Ark?"

"Forgive me, Lord," begged Noah, "but things have changed. I needed a building permit. I've been arguing with the inspector about the need for a sprinkler system. My neighbors claim that I've violated the neighborhood zoning laws by building the Ark in my yard and exceeding the height limitations. We had to go to the Development Appeal Board for a decision. Then the Department of Transportation demanded a bond be posted for the future costs of moving power lines and other overhead obstructions, to clear the passage for the Ark's move to the sea. I told them that the sea would be coming to us, but they would hear nothing of it. Getting the wood was another problem. There's a ban on cutting local trees in order to save the spotted owl. I tried to convince the environmentalists that I needed the wood to save the owls - but no go! When I started gathering the animals, an animal rights group sued me. They insisted that I was confining wild animals against their will. They argued the accommodation was too restrictive, and it was cruel and inhumane to put so many animals in a confined space. Then the EPA ruled that I couldn't build the Ark until they'd conducted an environmental impact study on your proposed flood. I'm still trying to resolve a complaint with the Human Rights Commission on how many minorities I'm supposed to hire for my building crew. Immigration and Naturalization is checking the green-card status of most of the people who want to work. The trades unions say I can't use my sons. They insist I have to hire only Union workers with Ark-building experience. To make matters worse, the IRS seized all my assets, claiming I'm trying to leave the country illegally with endangered species. So, forgive me, Lord, but it would take at least 10 years for me to finish this Ark."

Suddenly the skies cleared, the sun began to shine, and a rainbow stretched across the sky. Noah looked up in wonder and asked, "You mean you're not going to destroy the world?" "No," said the Lord. "The government beat me to it."

Konichiwa!

Hi! My name is Omi Chan.This is the second time I write this because my dumb friend, who is explaning how to use Blogger deleted my eight pages of text I wrote. God, I want to kill him, but I won't because he is nice and sweet. I'm just kick his ass later. Anyway, he showed me the way to save as draft. Thanks Gene! For starters, welcome to my blog, in here you will find many of my secrets (or better yet my nonsense!). Hope you can ride with me in this exciting adventure. I love to write since I was a little kid. Now I'm mastering my writing skills because I want to become a famous writer. I have lots of crazy ideas, soon you will figure out. I'm an otaku (a japanese animation fan). Oh! Almost forgot to tell you I love to read.

Here is quote that a dear friend of mine gave it to me:

"We never know how high we are
till we are called to rise,
and then, if we are true to plan,
our statures touch the skies."

This quote is by Emily Dickinson I carry it in my heart. She rules! or at least ruled. Well, I hope you can post your comments. Arigato!