The Highest Bid on the Market

Hi Everyone! What I'm about to tell you is going to be shocking. My dear friend Gene always tells me that I'm on the market for guys. Yes, it appears so.
This time I've been reflecting about it. I could be back on the market but guys have to be with certain standards.

The Bid starts people!

Requirements for a really smart, gorgeous, sociable, sweet, tender, charismatic, leader, determine and responsible woman.

Requirements for the male population:

* Goals: the male must have short and long term goals in the professional and personal area.
* Education: the male must have a education equivalent or higher to my education.
*Job: the male must posses a job of his liking that can develope his professional career to a higher standard.
*Mature: the male must be mature enough to understand me, the days that I don't feel quite well and for the happier days.
* Sociable: the male must be sociable, charismatic
* Responsible: for all the areas and the male must know how to divide time and accept that I'm a busy woman.
*Handsome: the male standards are like TOM WELLING, TOM CRUISE, MATTHEW MACFADYEN, MATTHEW MACORNGHEY, etc.
*Must love reading in the English language
*Must love poetry
*Must love dogs
*Must be comprehensive
*Fashion: The male must have a fashion standard...never wear stripes, decent jeans, decent shoes, no basketball tennis (please, at least not hanging around with me), and must be able to accept my fashion days and fashion punk days...MUST ACCEPT MY CONVERSE SHOES!
*IMPORTANT: The male must have self-esteem, feel comfortable with himself, love himself first, and love others. The male must project confidence on himself.
*Age range: 24-30
*REALLY, REALLY, REALLY IMPORTANT: Must love japanese animation, comics, asian movies, fantasy movies, and love Borders.


If you think you can comply with these requirements post a comment.

A Thought We Humans Should Consider...

We are here in this world searching for things that sometimes are at reach. There are times that these things are not meant to be, for example, love. The illusion of love, of belonging to someone who you believe is dear to you. No one can predict the future and neither what "love" can bring to your life but then we strive, struggle in the name of love.
In the name of love, we hide, we express, we help, we humiliate, we protect, we lie, we sacrifice, we suffer, we die, we live, we love. So much love can bring, so much love that can create and destroy the person that we are today and the person that we are going to become.
Love above all things, we reach or leave our dreams, our goals, our life for a silly thing, a silly emotion that can make us powerful in milisecond...yes, for love.
So think about it, love is meaningful in our lives...we do have a purpose with this emotion. The thing is how you achieve in this emotion to fulfilled your expectations without harming you and the others around you.

Short Narrative: The Filthy Unwanted Melody

Once upon a time,
a girl with fake smiles met a silent boy,
more lonelier she could never have feel when she realized the love she have for him.
She gave up her heart to a boy
in a filthy dark frask...giving this to him
she told him:
"My heart is pure yet my dirty thoughts carry him. I want you to save me. I want you to keep my heart apart from my thoughts."
The boy clueless accepted the frask, feeling the beating of this pure heart inside the frask on his hands.
"Why should I do with it? I cannot carry it with me." The boy replied after a while.
Blood tears drop from her eyes. I gave you my heart.
"If you do not know what to do with it...then my sacrifice is in vain." the girl said sobbing and lost with no heart and filthy thoughts.

Poem: Worthy

(To Mariela...my dear, dear friend)

Worthy of my love,
maker of my smiles...
Let's laugh out loud,
let the angels hear us with pride
we are friends
no one can abbide.
Before your eyes...
I feel redeemed.
Silly of me...
that try to hide my feelings for you.
Friends do belong together,
friends do look out for each other,
friends do protect their friends,
friends never give their back to their friends
or talk bad behind their backs...
You deserve this from me,
as i have deserve this from you.
Thanks for being my friend.
Thanks for being with me.
Thanks for taking me as your friend.

I found someone worthy to call my dear friend.

Poem: Death's Kiss

Dark long haired with fearsome green eyes, he came to me extending his arms, embracing me, avoiding me from the light.
"Who are you?" I asked with fear.
"I am the one you shall be with, the one you shall be in darkness. I shall be..."
"MY DEATH?" I asked in commotion looking where to run to.
"I shall be your eternity, I shall be the one who you fall in love with." He dances around me with inviting moves, with flirting glares.
Dressed in black, tall and pale a man with no traces, a man in despair.
"Why I shall be in love with you?" I asked afraid of the answer.
He stood for brief seconds staring at me and with his right hand he grabbed me sweet towards him. He was cold as the night. He was fearless in my eyes.
"Shall I give you the kiss, you long for?" he ask concerned.
"How do you know what I long for?" I asked again looking at him straight in eyes.
"I can feel it with your heartbeat and the way you look at me. Your longing to be with me...forever. Your longing to be in my arms, for me to caress you. Your longing to be with me forever in darkness."
"KISS me then, I am not afraid." I said firmly, closing my eyes preparing for my death.
"You shall not die, you will live with me in eternity." He tells me soflty, caressing my lips with his fingertips. He closes his eyes and here, I am longing for the kiss. Softly and gently he holds my hands and gave me the sweetest kiss...

Poem: Broken Gesture

You called yourself my saviour...
you gave yourself ranks and power in my decisions,
you hurt yourself because of your selfishness.
A wake up call,
what have I been doing wrong?
Now I know...who to trust...
Time passed but wounds get rotten...
Time passed and opportunities are chosen
Do I really possesed power to change things?
What is done cannot be undone yet the future is in my power
What a broken gesture, you give and give,
expecting the silence of a hope
for then hit it in my face...
Like a King of an Empire
sending his princess to cut her head off in front of the kingdom.
And now you suffer my tears?
How dare you call on my tears or possesed them?
What a broken gesture...there is no forgiveness to this wake up call...
I've thought I walked out of darkness
but here I am among darkness with no light the entire time.
Here I am delusional for what is light.
Am I the same...a broken gesture.
An empty vessel with no track of what is life
of what is forgiveness.

Sexy or Not?

Poem: When Girls are Taken...

When girls are taken...
why are they taken?
They let themselves to be driven away by long lashes
and fake dreamy eyes...
They are taken by isolation
and then redeemed with uncontrollable behavior
and scars all over their hearts.
Why I will let somebody turn me into his pussy?
Girls...hear me out!
Don't let boys lure you out
with fake promises, with poisonous kisses, with fictional goals...
Delusional thought, right?

Halloween Sexy Pirate...

Mariela, Gio & me

Corona, Mariela, Gio & Me

The girls and me.

May, Mariela, Mary & me.

Me, Corona & Mariela

Me, Mariela & Rene

Benjamin Franklin said...

An empty bag cannot stand upright.

Be always ashamed to catch thyself idle.

Cheese and salty meat should be sparingly eat.

The Doors of wisdom are never shut.

Early to bed and early to rise makes a man healthy, wealthy, and wise.

Full of courtesy, full of craft.

God helps them that help themselves.

Hunger never saw bad bread.

If you'd have a servant that you like, serve your self.

If Jack's in love, he's no judge of Jill's beauty.

Keep thy shop and thy shop will keep thee.

A Lie stands on one leg, the truth on two.

A Man without a wife is but half a man.

Nothing but money is sweeter than honey.

One today is worth two tomorrows.

Pay what you owe and you'll know what's your own.

A Quarrelsome man has no good neighbors.

The Rotten apple spoils his companion.

Speak little, do much.

Three may keep a secret, if two of them are dead.

Up, sluggard, and waste not life; in the grave will be sleeping enough.

Visits should be short, like a winter's day.

Well done is better than well said.

A good example is the best sermon.

You may delay, but time will not.

There are lazy minds as well as lazy bodies.

Poem: Kill Me

Kill me softly
with your absence and rutinary life.
Take in your hands
my beating heart and squeeze what is left of love from it.
Love does not exist
not anymore in my tender body.
Kill me,
I insist in a hurriedly matter, please!
I am no longer the person of yesterday.
I am whatever I have become.
I am at the edge of an emptyness cliff
dwelling on my past, indulging my future...
Claiming for a love that I will reject.
I realize no one is there for me, at least,
no one capable to understand me and love me for how I am.
Why this inner search for someone to call hun and dear?
Kill me softly, cause...
I no longer feel mentally coherent in your eyes.
You no longer are...
Wind is caressing my skin
with its coldness and its the only thing that feed me.
Kill me...once and for all...
forever.
I will not be even a glimpse in your memories nor pounding heart.
In fact, that's what you been waiting for.
That's what you have done.
Kill me.

A New Butterfly...

The Man of my Dreams

Tom Welling!

English Students' Association Activity

The English Students' Association first activity of the month of October.
A Poet in You: Creepy Thoughts
The activity was full house. I feel really proud. I love what I'm doing... It's rewarding.
I'm learning and improving all my skills, my goals and my personality.
We are so beautiful!

Whoa!

Up we go! This picture was taken in the Adventure of the Seas. This is the rock climbing wall. It was awesome. You guys have to try it. I touched the bell!

You Will Not Destroy Me...

I'm beautiful!

You will not destroy me. In fact, what you are always doing is moving me away from you. You think my smile will turn into a weep? My eyes dried from tears a long time ago. If a value what we had of friendship, well, you were the first one to lie, you were the one hiding with her... Why now you get mad? Reading my email and invading my account, does it gave you a right to claim? Does it gave you a right to send me to hell because now you have your safety blanket to accused me from what? There is a spanish saying: "Quitate la paja de tu ojo antes de quitarle la paja del ojo de otro" You and her have a nice relationship, a strong bond, a soulmate to the infinite universe relation... "a cuesta de quien?" Don't play being the victim to others. I know where I stand and I know where I go, unfortunate for you who does not know what you want and stay all day watching movies and going to beaches with her. I do not need to hack your email to know what is going on because I knew and know what was going on since day one. Unfortunate for you, you need to scream it and make her believe in your fallacies. Do you think someone in his senses will do such a crime and then expect to be the innocent? Keep hacking all you want. You will see. Ah! What you said about my family thing just apply it to yourself. You will not destroy me... : P

Sayonara!!!

A Short Narrative: Two Souls

Once upon a time, in this oblivious world two twin souls met...Mere coincindence, I shall say. Yet one of them,
Het Licht, was too naive and young to respond to Luce the way it needed to.
Luce mad and disappointed claimed for a decision of Het Licht. Fill with guilt and embarrasment, Het Licht runaway with a common soul. Luce full of anger and frustation move on with a common soul.
Missing these two twin souls in the crowd of this world. Both of them engage their love with common souls, facing difficulties, changing their inner selves to please and to feel accepted by the common. Yet they still felt, somehow, the connection of their twin's mate and none of them carried a happy life.
Wondering and wondering, many rounds gave this oblivious world... slowly their brightness were fading like a dying star in the dark and empty universe in the distance and the common souls were mutilating their existence.
Slowly but deadly and tired of the abuse from the common soul, nonetheless, Het Licht never dared to break free. Scared of loneliness and rejection, Het Licht hold everything for some thing called love. Life got in the way and Het Licht savor treason for the very first time. Het Licht got lost in darness, dying slowly, piece by piece alone. What it feared more happened to Het Licht.
Mere coincidence happened again...
Luce appeared, saving Het Licht from the darkness. A strong battle, Luce fought to bring Het Licht back to life.
The end of this story, we will never know...yet one thing seems fair and current, the two twin souls will not commit the same mistake again.

My New Favorite Band: Paramore

Here We Go Again

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back,
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant
I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. No I'm not. Well, I'm not.
And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all time to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.
I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not, no I'm not.
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not, no I'm not).
I'll write you to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not (no, I'm not)Well, I'm not (no, I'm not)
I'm not, I'm not.
And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back

Never Let This Go

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
Let this go, let this go
But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
And I'll never let this go
I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

Rewarding Times...

English Students' Association

We are so beautiful!

Reading my poems

Poet in You

Me so Funny!!!

Verb GrammarWorkshop

Bake Sale!

Poem: What is Left of Me

What is left of me?
When I spend my days thinking of you,
thinking that you might love the new me
that I have become...
Pity, self-pity, outrageous pity
it fills my head
with unwanted thoughts and sadness
shivers up my spine...
What is left of me?
When I gave you my all
and you just neglected me,
abandon me and push me outside our world...
A world that I always thought that was mine,
now I'm forsaken... Now, you have no use for me...
Now, you don't think of me,
Now, you don't speak to me,
Now, you don't love me...
The real me, the one that always loved you
and believed in every facade that you said.
You think I'm weaker for all of this?
You think I'm desperate to have you again on my side?
You think I will always hold a grudge in my heart?
I set myself free...
even with what is left of me, of my heart, of my dreams...
Lonesome and happier
safe and scared
I will face life
with what is left of me.

Chapter Ended

I have tried harder to reach out to you. Well, I realized that we no longer are connected because you keep telling me so. I wonder who tells you that. I want to make clear that I gave you lots of opportunities yet you never used them wisely.
I suppose, that you are not able to grow up, to see things beyond.
"I'm not the one guilty."
I want to make you understood that, I tried my hardest to reach out to you. You were never able to love me the way I deserve to be love. I no longer exist inside of you, not even in a small part of your tiny brain. You said that we no longer coexist in the same world, then Congratulations! I'm no longer try to be part of it. I will no longer have a glimpse of what was of it. A world that we build together and I'm secluded in it. I break free. i command to love myself more and stop humiliating myself. Ce la Vie'?
What a simple way to end with my heart. This chapter ended, no longer existed from a while back and a long time ago. Not a year ago but before...I was so stern to make things work. I was so stern because from my side there was/ is love.
My love chapter ended. If there was any, of course.

Stress Management Technique

"If you've had a rough day, here's a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological texts. It really works. Just take a few seconds and focus on each step."

1. Picture yourself near a stream.
2. Birds are softly chirping in the cool mountain air.
3. No one but you knows your secret place.
4. You are in total seclusion from the hectic place called "The World."
5. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity.
6. The water is crystal clear.
7. You can easily make out the face of the person you're holding underwater.
8. See, you're smiling already.

Thank you Angie & Oscar for this stress relievement!

Benji's Journey

Today, my beautiful baby decided to go on a journey. A journey away from home. I woke up this morning as usual to go to work. He wasn't around so I figured that maybe he went to the school yard in front of my house. The thing is that I left my house ignoring the situation.
I thought: "He will come back."
Going in the highway I noticed that between the lanes of each road there where six dogs traveling. Curious, as always, I looked at all the dogs when I realized my beautiful baby was one of them. Rapidly, I stopped the car. I got off of my car and Benji realized that it was me. He flee on my sight. I felt confused when he did that. I went after him crossing the highway road like a nutty lady. Scared for his sake and troubled by his awkward decision (of runnung away from me) I followed him, running after him on the middle of the highway.
Gosh, now that I am thinking about it. I was really scared. Million of thoughts went through my head and all of them were Benji's sake. Cars were passing by really fast, hey it's a highway! Then suddenly, Benji decided to cross again the highway road. I scream at him not to and I scream of fear. I thought that a car will squash him and splat him like a fly. He kept running away from me. I called my father but he was sleeping, my stepmother was the one who picked up the phone. She found me on the line screaming and crying desperately. She hurriedly went to the crime scene to help me catch my doggie. After walking like a mile and half after Benji, apparently he saw my stepmother's car and he decided to run at the opposite direction (which means my direction). Suddenly, a man out of nowhere parks his car near me asking me if I needed a ride.
I politely said no that I was looking out for my dog.
He kept insisting that he will help me, that he will take me to my dog.
I told him politely again "No, I'm looking out for my dog."
He kept insisting and he told me that he was a policeman, that he lives near, that there's nothing to worry about and some other shit that I decided to ignore because my dog was running on my way.
I was so desperate to catch him. You guys can't imagine that pain that my chest had at that moment. Then, I tried to stopped him by intercepting him like a futball player but he was so fast that he passed me by. I got frustrated and I seated on the paviment crying. My dog looked back. Looking at me on the floor and crying, he decided to go back to me. He was shaking. I believe that he knew he screwed up big time with his mommy. Right now, he is chained. He cried at first because he is a free spirit and he does not like to be chained. I just can't let him do whatever he wants and get hurt. It's for his own sake. I love him so much. I'm sad and mad at him at the same time but he has to be punished. Ditto, my sweet baby.

Quote for Thoughts...

"Ultimately, man should not ask what the meaning of his life is, but rather must recognize that it is he who is asked. In a word, each man is questioned by life; and he can only answer to life by answering for his own life; to life he can only respond by being responsible."

- Man's Search for Meaning

“ Respect cannot be learned, purchased or acquired. It can only be earned.”

-Anonymous

“The highest reward for a person’s toil is not what he gets for it, but what he becomes by it.”

-John Rustin

A True Friend

A TRUE FRIEND
© Ashley Montgomery
A true friend never walks away
A true friend will always stay
A true friend looks out for you
A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift
A true friend tries to make you smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they rarely let you down
These arms for you are open
This heart for you does care
And when I think you need me
I'll try to always be there
I'll listen to your fears
I promise not to laugh
Comfort your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last
I'll keep you near to my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
Even when you're near
I hope I am to you
Everything you are to me
For the friendship we have
Is a special one indeed.

To My Friends!

My friends look at the bright side! At least there is a friendship prayer capable to tell everything I wanted to say. So, Enjoy!

Hatori & Me

This is one of my friends that I met in the association.

He is so sweet, cute and kindhearted. Thank you Hatori for rescuing me last time.

Arigato! Luv u lots!

If Someone Else's Caught my Heart

What would be of me if someone else caught my heart?
What would be of you?
When my pounding hurt and loving heart will not recall your name anymore?
When I need you the most your never there. While you take it easy hanging out with your friends, many are hanging out with me.
What would happen to this old love that keep struggling to be alive?
If someone else caught my heart, my soul and the fire within me; You will not be able to do nothing because you let it happen.

A Magical Moment...

I remember the first time I met you. It was a warm day of August and you looked lost and confused. Everyone were surrounding you yet you always seemed to be alone. I'm still trying to figure out who found who. That day was a magical moment, that still thrills me and shake up my spine giving me shivers. I remember the first tiem I met you...I will always remember.

I had a dream: I was a Mermaid Again!

This dream was really weird. Usually, you (meaning general people) placed mermaids in the ocean. In my dream, I was a mermaid but living under a pine tree. It was no ordinary pine tree, this tree was tall and wide. It's branches were really long. The roots were huge and deep. This pine tree was placed like in a pond were I was living. The thing is that many hunters that came to the Enchanted forest seeking for us (mermaid) they never were able to turn back. You want to know why? Because the hunters fall in love with the mermaids and they just couldn't leave them. The funny thing is that the hunter that pass by the pine tree and hear me giggling. I was underwater and I didn't know that there were a surface and humans on it! The hunter finds the pine tree and he walks near it. Observing with detail, he finds the pond, he kneeled and stretch his arm inside. I was swimming around while this was happening. I saw his arm and the feeling that I got in the dream was like if his arm where the hook with a worm of some fishpole. I am the fish swimming with excitement at something new. Fill with amazement and wonder, I swim fast toward that hand. Touching it was my doom. Got caught and pull out from the pond. As soon as I realized that I was outside, in a surface and in the arms of some strange creature I panicked and start crying.
"SHshshsh! Don't cry!" says the hunter.
I kept crying.
"I was looking for you my entire life." the hunter says.
With his hands holding me and placing me in his chest, I listened to his heart beating strongly and firmly. He look at me in the eyes and kiss me. I felt for the first time the spell of love. We both kissed so passionately. Besides, our differences we felt that we belonged together, that we were meant for each other. The thing that happened are XXX.
Suddenly, he had gills behind his ears and he accompanied me to live in the pond.

It happened couple of things more but I don't quite remember. Happy ever after? Don't know.

Me So Glamourous!

Sweet Dawn Elizabeth

Hi Dawnie!
I want to let you know that I miss you every single day! I've been really lonely without you cos' you are the one with I most talk to and share with, besides, the one who laugh out loud of my silly jokes. Since classes started it's not the same without the "red hair" missing. Eventhough, you are far and I am far, I still keep you in my heart. I will be your friend forever, no matter where we are. I'm always here Dawnie.

My Little Brother

This is my little brother Nelson. He is in Oklahoma, i think, right now. He's in the army taking some training to become a strong man. Yay! I miss you Nelo. I love you so much. Take care, remember your "Pitirre"Old sister.

Love you Nelo!

Why you are not here with me?

Why you are not here with me? Where are you? What is more important than me right now that you could not even call me to know if I'm ok? Where are you right now? What are you doing? Are you thinking of me? Obviously not.

Poem: I am

I am the fire
that burns in your heart.
I am the crimson red
that glows in your veins
I am the air that you
breathe and the star
that you seek.
I am faraway and near
I am stern and docile,
strong and weak.
I am the love
and the carrier of your heir.
Seek for me once
Seek for me more than once.
You will find me
and beyond me.
I am the truth.
I am the lie.
I am the everything you need.

Song: Foolish Games by Jewel

You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway,
with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

(Pre-Chorus 1)
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

(Chorus)

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
well excuse me,
guess i've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

(Chorus)
These foolish games are tearing me,
you tearing me,
you tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You took your coat off,
and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.

This is my favorite song from Jewel. i love it and i identify myself with this song.

What is left of my heart?

I have been fooled.
I have been humiliated.
I have been betrayed.
I have been abandoned.
I have been tricked.
I have been forgotten.
I have been offended.
I have been exploited.
I have been beseeched.

I have bleed and I have cried. Do I still have my heart? What is left of me? What is left of my heart?

Me

This is me with short hair. This picture was taken I believe in 2005 for the Shakeaspeare Festival in Humacao. This is the first time I participated in something involving acting, reciting and singing. Trust me... I love it. Participating in this festival awaken an exotique Omi Chan. An Omi Chan that is passionate for literature...I believe this was the first step that I took to find my purpose and my meaning. I have them. Now, looking back I realized that my life has just begun and that I have a lot to do, a lot to grow, a lot to find about myself.

In LaLaLa Land

Like always when I'm bored I take pictures of myself. Simple. I look so much like my mom in this picture. I want to capture my youth so I can show my nieces how I was in my beautiful times. I always thought that I won't have any children since I was a kid. My mind has not changed much. Life is tough and full of deceptions and hardship, how can I bring children to suffer in such crud and gruesome world?

Joke: The Phone Call

"Hello?"
"Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?"
"No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul."
After a brief pause, Daddy says,
"But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul."
"Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now."
Brief Pause.
"Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway."
"Okay Daddy, just a minute."
A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone.
"I did it Daddy."
"And what happened honey?" he asked.
"Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!"
"Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?"
"He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the back window and into the swimming pool. But I guess he didn't know that you took out the water last week to clean it. He hit the bottom of the pool and I think he's dead."
***Long Pause***
***Longer Pause***
***Even Longer Pause***
Then Daddy says, "Swimming pool? . Is this 486-5731?"

Busy Days of Mine

Hey Everyone!
I'm sorry I couldn't post anything in these days. I've been pretty busy with the classes at the university and as all of you know I'm the president of the English Students Association in this academic year. It's absorbing but I have fun, I feel happy and I feel I have purpose and goals. It's challenging so please root for me (Wooh,Wooh,Wooh...Go Omi Chan!). I will be telling you, as as soon as I can, my challenges and moods. The solutions and the fun part of all the process that I will be going through. Take you all...

See you around!

Song: Invetible by Shakira

si es cuestión de confesar
no sé preparar café y no entiendo de fútbol
creo que alguna vez fuí infiel
juego mal hasta el parqués
y jamás uso reloj
y para ser más franca nadie piensa en ti
como lo hago yo
aunque te dé lo mismo
si es cuestión de confesar
nunca duermo antes de diez
ni me baño los domingos
la verdad es que también
lloro una vez al mes
sobre todo cuando hay frío
conmigo nada es fácil
ya debes saber
me conoces bien
y sin ti todo es tan aburrido

coro/chorus:
el cielo está cansado ya de ver
la lluvia caer
y cada día que pasa
es uno más parecido a ayer
no encuentro forma a alguna de olvidarte
porque seguir amándote
es inevitable

siempre supe que es mejor
cuando hay que hablar de dos
empezar por uno mismo
ya sabrás la situación
aquí todo está peor
pero al menos aún respiro
no tienes que decirlo
no vas a volver
te conozco bien
ya buscaré qué hacer conmigo

coro/chorus

siempre supe que es mejor
cuando hay que hablar de dos
empezar por uno mismo

The Picture of my Nightmares

Thanks Tak! For entertaining my mind during my sleep and keep the muscle of my imagination working! Tak did this picture...Talented? Yeah!

What Every Girl Wants...

What every girl wants in her life is a little bit of romance, comedy and sometimes a little tragedy-drama. I've been thinking what I want lately and I realize that I want someone to be there. Yes, to be there always and tell me nice things, that can motivate me and make me feel special. I want a friend, I want a lover, an admirer that see deep inside your eyes and knows exactly how you feel. I want someone who can massage my feet without complaining, someone who talks to me about everything (no matter what). Someone who can enjoy life with me and let me be free.
Then...I figured that actually there's no one like that. I am expecting an ideal friend...I am not perfect, I know that for fact but am I asking much? Or it is better to be alone and not expect anything? Answer me people!
POST YOUR COMMENT!

What a Heck of a Holiday! Yeehaaah!

Am I a sexy cowgirl or what?

Yesterday, I went to Palmas del Mar with my friends after knowing that I had no work and that they were there having fun. I got to my house at 7:30 in the morning (today), YIKES! Hey! I had lots&lots&lots&lots of fun. Trust me. For the first time in the summer, my body felt water all over. JaJaJaJa! I haven't go to a pool since, wao, I don't even remember!

From Autumn to Ashes: A Song I Feel

Oh why can't I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good no
i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

Chorus:
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...

here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn by you,
visions of you then you're gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel when all,
all that i did was for you

Chorus:
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you don't...
i break in two over you
i break in two over you, over you
i break in two
i would break in two for you
now you see me
now you don't
now you need me
now you don't

A Beautiful Dragon

Alone in a world full of cruelty. Misplaced by its own feelings. Hard is to live in a world of solitude and darkness with fear. So carefree, so beautiful yet waiting for the right moment to feel love. To experience real freedom, to experience the enchantement, to be at last bound and whole with this amazing feeling called love. Flying and searching this beautiful dragon will not give up his journey.

Here I am beautiful dragon, waiting to bond with your soul and march in a endless journey full of love.

Socrates in Love

Affectionately known as Sekachu in Japan, Katayama's novel depects a sweet high school romance between an average guy and a beautiful girl. But tragedy ensues when the girl falls ill with leukemia. A bittersweet tale of young love, enduring devotion, and heartbreaking loss, socrates in Love is a story to cherish and nurture.
This novel is a tear maker, really deep and sweet. I cried a lot. A story you will never be able to forget. You learn with this novel to appreciate and care for the one you love because you'll never know what the future might bring. If you have time and you are interested go ahead, don't waste your time and read it! Time is precious.

A Romantic Band: Him

Him is a very romantic band. I love his songs and his voice, so sexy. Here are one of my favorites:

Pretending

Love is a flame that can't be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
Trust is a word all lovers know
The glorious art of staining souls, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
The more we have the more we want
And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby
It always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright
When doubts arise the game begins
The one we will never win, my baby
It always ends up in tears...
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright
Love is a flame that can't be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame

Don't Close Your Heart

I know how it feels to be on your own
In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone
Where you are alone
And tired of breathing
It's all going wrong
And you just can't stand the pain any more
You're too numb to believe in
In anything
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Darling don't let me down
I know how easy it is to let go
Surrender to despair lurking at your door
To lose your soul and all your feelings
Strength all gone
And so many things left unsaid
And deeds undone
You've stopped caring
'Cause it's all in vain
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Darling don't let me down
You are so alone
And tired of breathing
It's all going wrong
And you just can't stand the pain
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Darling don't let me down
Don't let me down
Don't let me down
Just don't let me down

Join Me in Death

Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world
and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
was so anxious to be together
together in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before live tears us apart let
death bless me with you
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death

Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart

Let me wake up in your arms
Hear you say it's not alright
Let me be so dead so gone
So far away from life
just Close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
Your're all I ever wanted, just you
Let me never see the sun
And never see your smile
Let us be so dead and so gone
So far away from life
Just close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
That's the way it's always been
My heart stops beating only for you Baby
Only for your loving
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You...all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

Karoeke Nights Wait 4 Me!

This is me singing "Inevitable" song of Shakira

Daisy, me and BiBi

Me and the cute host of Buffalos, I'm singing "Whenever,Wherever" song of Shakira.

Again me singing! Yay!

Yesterday, my friends and I went to Buffalo Wings Karoeke Night! Like always we had fun. I sang twice and both songs were of Shakira. Everybody cheers when I'm singing so I gues I must be good. It was full of people yesterday and their were familiar faces of the university. I had lots of fun! I will never forget these nights hanging out with my friends. Thank you guys for cheering me up and giving me support. I was waiting for the whole week to be thursday so I can be with you guys. I got lots of pictures just to have the good memories of you guys.

Coheed and Cambria Rules!

This band is one of my favorites. I remember when the cd got in my hands I didn't want to give them an opportunity. I found Fabio's voice like a girl. At first I was bothered by his keen voice but then I loved it. It was hard to take the cd off of me. LoL! I have almost all of their cd's.
The song that I love the most (well, I love all of their songs) is "Blood Red Summer". The funny thing in this song is that I never tought it was about zombies until I saw the music video. I was traumatized at the beginning but I still love the song and the video. XD


"Blood Red Summer"

Faint white figures paint my sleep
please don't tell my secrets keep them hidden (you got it, you got it, you got it)
if the words that matter reach your face from floor
will you be wondering if, or (do I need what is given or honest)
does it cost me scarring if the words stay true
even number your nephew (I don't want it, don't want it, don't want it anymore)

[Chorus:]
and when the answer that you want
is in the question that you state
come what may (Always thought they said: Are you the one for me?)
come what may[x2]

in a pain that buckles out your knees
could you stop this if I plead (you got it, you got it, you got it)
so destined I am to walk among the dark
a child in keeping secrets from (will they know what I've done in the after)
in the sought for matter when the words blame you
in a blood red summer I'll give you (I don't want it, don't want it, don't want it)

[Chorus]
what did I do to deserve
what did I do to deserve
this? this?[x2]

[ad libs]
wa oh wa ooooh
wa oh oh oh woah

what did I do to deserve
what did I do to deserve
this? this?[x3]

what did I do to deserve
what did I do

P.D. I will load a picture of them when my freaking connection lets me. Don't worry it will be soon. I have a great picture of them. Love you lots!

Poem: Ends

As I close my eyes

my life will end

someday.

I live with every breath
my lungs take,
with every smile I share.
I met in my path
beautiful flowers, beautiful trees
that I will always recall
for their beauty.
I live the moment
with its richness. I feel the beauty of it
and it's singularity.
I'm unique for my love and for
my terrible beauty that lies in me.
I live with every breath
my lungs take,
with every smile I share.
As I close my eyes
this poem will ends
with my life in its lines
someday.

Poem: Ode to a Skylark by Percy Byshee Shelley

Hail to thee, blithe Spirit!
Bird thou never wert -
That from Heaven or near it
Pourest thy full heart
In profuse strains of unpremeditated art.

Higher still and higher
From the earth thou springest,
Like a cloud of fire;
The blue deep thou wingest,
And singing still dost soar, and soaring ever singest.

In the golden lightning
Of the sunken sun,
O'er which clouds are bright'ning,
Thou dost float and run,
Like an unbodied joy whose race is just begun.

The pale purple even
Melts around thy flight;
Like a star of Heaven,
In the broad daylight
Thou art unseen, but yet I hear thy shrill delight -

Keen as are the arrows
Of that silver sphere
Whose intense lamp narrows
In the white dawn clear,
Until we hardly see, we feel that it is there.

All the earth and air
With thy voice is loud,
As, when night is bare,
From one lonely cloud
The moon rains out her beams, and Heaven is overflowed.

What thou art we know not;
What is most like thee?
From rainbow clouds there flow not
Drops so bright to see,
As from thy presence showers a rain of melody: -

Like a Poet hidden
In the light of thought,
Singing hymns unbidden,
Till the world is wrought
To sympathy with hopes and fears it heeded not:

Like a high-born maiden
In a palace-tower,
Soothing her love-laden
Soul in secret hour
With music sweet as love, which overflows her bower:

Like a glow-worm golden
In a dell of dew,
Scattering unbeholden
Its aërial hue
Among the flowers and grass which screen it from the view:

Like a rose embowered
In its own green leaves,
By warm winds deflowered,
Till the scent it gives
Makes faint with too much sweet these heavy-wingéd thieves:

Sound of vernal showers
On the twinkling grass,
Rain-awakened flowers -
All that ever was
Joyous and clear and fresh - thy music doth surpass.

Teach us, Sprite or Bird,
What sweet thoughts are thine:
I have never heard
Praise of love or wine
That panted forth a flood of rapture so divine.

Chorus hymeneal,
Or triumphal chant,
Matched with thine would be all
but an empty vaunt -
A thing wherein we feel there is some hidden want.

What objects are the fountains
Of thy happy strain?
What fields, or waves, or mountains?
What shapes of sky or plain?
What love of thine own kind? what ignorance of pain?

With thy clear keen joyance
Languor cannot be:
Shadow of annoyance
Never came near thee:
Thou lovest, but ne'er knew love's sad satiety.

Waking or asleep,
Thou of death must deem
Things more true and deep
Than we mortals dream,
Or how could thy notes flow in such a crystal stream?

We look before and after,
And pine for what is not:
Our sincerest laughter
With some pain is fraught;
Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought.

Yet, if we could scorn
Hate and pride and fear,
If we were things born
Not to shed a tear,
I know not how thy joy we ever should come near.

Better than all measures
Of delightful sound,
Better than all treasures
That in books are found,
Thy skill to poet were, thou scorner of the ground!

Teach me half the gladness
That thy brain must know;
Such harmonious madness
From my lips would flow,
The world should listen then, as I am listening now.