Poem: Smell of Death Roses

Bright full bloom
amused me by your beauty
elegant red
royalty color of my blood
feelings intertwined
thou smell cast a spell on me
I've been watching you
dying slowly-nothing I can prevent-
It must be sad knowing that
end is nearer with every second that pass
and your bright full bloom will ceased.
but still your beauty will remains in me...

Poem: Worthy

(Dedicated to Mariela-Chan)
This poem is a continuation of the other called Worthy.
It was written on February 15, 2007.

I'm so scared when you get close to my heart
that's why I push you far away.
I'm-already damaged- brokenhearted
and wounded by treason...by trust in a friend.
It's scary sometimes feeling joy spreading
from my heart with just a gaze of you.
When we laugh, barriers breaks
and something I have forgotten-grows-
Grows wild and proud,
eventough I want to keep it dormant...
so I could never be hurt ever again
but that's just a fool selfish act of me.
Being by your side- I am at ease-
no matter if you: kicked me, pinch me,
slap me, spank me, bite me, teared my arms,
push me...there's always a smile, there's always
a payback for your mischievous acts!
There are no words to describe
how terrible and nice you made me feel
even if I carry a long face
even if I carry a charade
you possess my truth
and only few are worthy to behold it.

Poem: Little Sister

(Dedicated to Mary Anabelle)
This poem was written on February 15, 2007.

You could be full of rejection of the world
a menace for others- a helping hand for me-
I always scold you and you can see me with attitudes towards you...
My good intention is behind it.
I've never wish you wrong-only success-
and grow! I'm not that wise but the
little I know, I will tell you...
so your path instead of hard-softens-
and instead of weeping you can smile.
Live today-forget the sorrows-
Learn and hope for a better tomorrow.
I could be far but my bestest hopes are for you.
Remember this, little sister, life comes and goes
-comes and goes-
we are the ones who move on.

Poem: Help Wanted: A Missing Friend in Action!

It's been lonely here without you
I've been shivering with cold
without your hugs
No more kisses on the cheek
or playful battles which I always lost.
Your attention is on the planets
really far from my universe.
I'm still here
watching you grow wild in another garden
Hoping for the best
wishing you joy and happiness
but I'm still here, savvy?
Just letting you know
that even if the currents of the sea
tears us apart, or if you are exploring
new universes.
I'm still here-not cross handed-
as you will think, no, never for you
but with my arms wide open
waiting for my friend to return.

(This poem was written on February 15)

(Dedicated to Giovanni)

Poem: Mystical

I am in the mist
observing my prey- am i the one?-
Bleeding internally
for this wound will never be healed
cold wrapped his fingers on my lungs
taking me away to a place called hell...
I am in the mist
observing how they devour my vowels
having my blood in their lips
laughing in without control and insanity...
I was the prey
I judge wrong...there's nothing left of me
not even my bones... they clean their teeths
with their filthy tongues and scream to the open moon
like savages fed up
my soul will return to the elements
I shall be forgotten in this obnoxious world...
that's my wish.

Poem: Sugar Rush

Brown eyes
such a daredevil-crossing boundaries of my heart-
if there still are.
Kiss me gently, say that you love me-over and over again-
Hearing you revolts me
goosebumps chills up my spine...
freeing the thirst of being once again in your arms.
I am deceiving this heart,
portraying my reason like a picture in a wall
for loving you you always, carrying the solitude
and the eagerness to be hold, to be touch, to be caress
by your fresh hands.
Brown eyes
that carries the ground that "opens" in emptyness- for I am not near-
I am devotion of a dim sweet
of the long past that my feet has ran off
but in thirst who knows where I run to.