Poem: Morbid Reality

I just realized
this world is not meant for me
I just realized
that the one's that call themselve true
are mere mad hypocrits
in front of reality.
I just realized
that there is more than half of the time
that I need to navigate this world...
crossing boundaries with no names
I just realized
that there are facts
and one of them is that friends do not stay
they leave like autumn leaves
and I'm here tracing their shadows
dwelling for a lost that at the end turns in victory...
I just realized
that life will keep me growing
far away from the hypocrits
far away from the madness of this world
...this and many more...
I just realized
the morbid reality
that day by day follows me.