Benji's Journey

Today, my beautiful baby decided to go on a journey. A journey away from home. I woke up this morning as usual to go to work. He wasn't around so I figured that maybe he went to the school yard in front of my house. The thing is that I left my house ignoring the situation.
I thought: "He will come back."
Going in the highway I noticed that between the lanes of each road there where six dogs traveling. Curious, as always, I looked at all the dogs when I realized my beautiful baby was one of them. Rapidly, I stopped the car. I got off of my car and Benji realized that it was me. He flee on my sight. I felt confused when he did that. I went after him crossing the highway road like a nutty lady. Scared for his sake and troubled by his awkward decision (of runnung away from me) I followed him, running after him on the middle of the highway.
Gosh, now that I am thinking about it. I was really scared. Million of thoughts went through my head and all of them were Benji's sake. Cars were passing by really fast, hey it's a highway! Then suddenly, Benji decided to cross again the highway road. I scream at him not to and I scream of fear. I thought that a car will squash him and splat him like a fly. He kept running away from me. I called my father but he was sleeping, my stepmother was the one who picked up the phone. She found me on the line screaming and crying desperately. She hurriedly went to the crime scene to help me catch my doggie. After walking like a mile and half after Benji, apparently he saw my stepmother's car and he decided to run at the opposite direction (which means my direction). Suddenly, a man out of nowhere parks his car near me asking me if I needed a ride.
I politely said no that I was looking out for my dog.
He kept insisting that he will help me, that he will take me to my dog.
I told him politely again "No, I'm looking out for my dog."
He kept insisting and he told me that he was a policeman, that he lives near, that there's nothing to worry about and some other shit that I decided to ignore because my dog was running on my way.
I was so desperate to catch him. You guys can't imagine that pain that my chest had at that moment. Then, I tried to stopped him by intercepting him like a futball player but he was so fast that he passed me by. I got frustrated and I seated on the paviment crying. My dog looked back. Looking at me on the floor and crying, he decided to go back to me. He was shaking. I believe that he knew he screwed up big time with his mommy. Right now, he is chained. He cried at first because he is a free spirit and he does not like to be chained. I just can't let him do whatever he wants and get hurt. It's for his own sake. I love him so much. I'm sad and mad at him at the same time but he has to be punished. Ditto, my sweet baby.