Friday, September 08, 2006

Chapter Ended

I have tried harder to reach out to you. Well, I realized that we no longer are connected because you keep telling me so. I wonder who tells you that. I want to make clear that I gave you lots of opportunities yet you never used them wisely.
I suppose, that you are not able to grow up, to see things beyond.
"I'm not the one guilty."
I want to make you understood that, I tried my hardest to reach out to you. You were never able to love me the way I deserve to be love. I no longer exist inside of you, not even in a small part of your tiny brain. You said that we no longer coexist in the same world, then Congratulations! I'm no longer try to be part of it. I will no longer have a glimpse of what was of it. A world that we build together and I'm secluded in it. I break free. i command to love myself more and stop humiliating myself. Ce la Vie'?
What a simple way to end with my heart. This chapter ended, no longer existed from a while back and a long time ago. Not a year ago but before...I was so stern to make things work. I was so stern because from my side there was/ is love.
My love chapter ended. If there was any, of course.

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