Poem: Kill Me

Kill me softly
with your absence and rutinary life.
Take in your hands
my beating heart and squeeze what is left of love from it.
Love does not exist
not anymore in my tender body.
Kill me,
I insist in a hurriedly matter, please!
I am no longer the person of yesterday.
I am whatever I have become.
I am at the edge of an emptyness cliff
dwelling on my past, indulging my future...
Claiming for a love that I will reject.
I realize no one is there for me, at least,
no one capable to understand me and love me for how I am.
Why this inner search for someone to call hun and dear?
Kill me softly, cause...
I no longer feel mentally coherent in your eyes.
You no longer are...
Wind is caressing my skin
with its coldness and its the only thing that feed me.
Kill me...once and for all...
forever.
I will not be even a glimpse in your memories nor pounding heart.
In fact, that's what you been waiting for.
That's what you have done.
Kill me.