Poem: In between...

Dashed are my feelings,
craving for more non-existing...
for how long, for how far
will we go?
my soul is attached, unnerved and trapped
in this aging body that is corrupted by thoughts
-thoughts of you-
my loyalty breaks
like dawn through the rough nite...
my whisper is not heard
only by my conscience unabide
forgive me, it took me so long to realize
that how long, for how far
I will go until I fall apart, again.
Patience is broken,
my body is failing
in this coarse and blasphemus era...
cannot wait till its over
when its over
my body will succumb
my death will embrace me
in my eternal sleep, i will be free...