Uffff....

I thought I might never enter to my blog again. Why? Well, the circumstances, have no internet, got sick in a battle of life and death with my baby. Yes, I am going to be a mommy! Shocking news?! It was for me too. Lately, with all that I've been through, best friends betrayal, messing up at my backs, my health, and many other stuff that do not need to be detail. I have managed to survive. It is true that my pregnancy caught me by surprise and that my symptoms took all the energy from me. I've been pretty lonely, with many poems in my head but I have not decided to write. Why? It could be the fact that I have always write poems when I feel in love or devastated. This time the mixture was so great and my fears could not be express in words. So, I stayed silent for a while, but for the ones who know my nature, you know what it will come. I could put aside my dreams for awhile for the health of my baby and mine, but do not worry, I will come back.

Thanks for the reading and be alert...I am not that lost.