Poem: An Act of Courtesy...

Consumed this friendship
-for it will no longer exist-
your page is not set with mine,
your watery eyes
-a bunch of lies-
How dare you degrade me like a ho'?
Like a toy who complies with natural favors.
I will no longer praise
a gentle "man" with a black chariot
rooting for me-hell no! seeking a double interest-
betray me...do it again...be selfish...
be a man...
it takes courage to ask me for a chance
it takes decency to see me as a little sister
for I will not give an act of courtesy
I do not linger
I do not need this-not from you-
to be stabbed where the wound collides
-a secret- keep it hidden!
I cannot be number one-a illusion-
a obsession, perhaps...
I forgive your humanity
but not the offense... I did not decide
for being a burden, I did not oblige you.
Softly, I see, pieces of our friendship
falling into an abyss.
Dark disappointment
an act of selfishness
followed by an asked
act of courtesy.